When I came , I was very unsecured if I would like the treatment, and if I could do the treatment. I came with fear and shame but Mal could create a safe and caring Environment so I felt safe. Mal has a very caring touch, so I could open up a little bit more, trying to let go. It was strange that some moments were felt less intimate that I expected and others (like laying next to each other were more intimate that I Expected. I am happy that I could take this first step on my new way, and I will go on to work on myself… and come back to Mal, and I hope I learn to really let go.