Thank you for this gift from the heart! The fearful anticipation leading up to the session was necessary to experience. It was a projection of many old stories and beliefs from prior experiences with men including societal and cultural norms, patriarchal structures and sexual assault and harassment. In that sense, the work started before the actual face-to-face experience, in actuality, from the point of consideration to be part of the session. All the uncertainty, hesitation, judgement and doubt that arose were part of the process.
It turned out to be a wonderful collaboration between two loving and fearless beings, which resulted in a further unlocking of my heart and the connected physical body. My heart spirals out joyous thanks for the manifestation of this sacred session. I have been asking the last three new moon cycles for opportunities to receive. For the last calendar year, in deep dives towards healing and transmuting personal wounds and shadow and inner child work…the duality revealed the non-duality; the oneness where the personal is the social. As such, I called for new ways for the masculine and feminine to interact and for the masculine to stop holding on to old fears as we will receive them in love as women rise in their power again. So thank you for this wonderful gift of being able to receive from the space and touch of a loving heart! My cells were flooded with relief and happiness at a new way for the divine feminine to be supported and held by a divine masculine energy that was respectful, gentle and flowed naturally. These are the new, sustainable ways for us to move forward together as a species in this current physical reality!
I was surprised at how subtle the session was, I had no tears or anger but I experienced so many shifts in my body that I am thankful for. My body felt light, free, unbound, shed of an emotional weight I had been carrying for so long… My hip movements right after were so fluid they felt like they were doing figure eights and I felt like I was bouncing and walking on pocketed air springs when I walked! My solar and sacral chakras were having pinpricks of adjustments, like invisible hands were massaging them into divine alignment. Post-session, my heart was glowing and I am still filled with wonder, awe and deep gratitude. <3 <3 <3
I do not feel ashamed, I am proud that I chose to step into this act of deep self-care.