I have received 3 massages from Kaiho in total, each a different journey, and each very healing in its own way. I was a bit apprehensive about it at first, as it brought forth a lot of fears. But from start to finish, I felt safe and cared for. Kaiho creates a beautiful space and you can really sense his support and love through your vulnerabilities. He begins by explaining the general process and provides space for you to share any of your concerns, fears, boundaries, etc. Before any contact takes place, he establishes a loving connection through eye gazing, which in my experience allowed for some calmness amidst my deep fears and built up walls.
During one of the massages, intense fears unexpectedly arose as well as tears. Kaiho held the space beautifully for me to open to the emotions and verbalize them, which felt like something stagnant inside that had been waiting to be released. I have always had particularly strong blockages both sexually and in my heart, something I always denied giving attention to out of fear.
Twice I experienced vivid, visual flashbacks that brought forth fears that shocked my whole body and something like a jolt of lightning to my heart. Though I didn’t verbalize this to him, he intuitively stopped the massage and placed his hand on my heart and the pain began to spread away from the body and dissipate. Since those particular experiences, I feel more gentleness and acceptance towards that fear and for whatever arises. I felt cared for throughout the massages and never felt like he was stepping into a place he wasn’t welcomed. I have never felt so vulnerable and safe at the same time.
After the massage, Kaiho provides space for reflection. There’s no feeling of an agenda; the space is created fully for you. The massages have allowed me to become more accepting of myself and to voice my emotions from a place of truth and love. I feel the experiences are and will continue to be carried over as reflections into my daily life, in connecting with myself and others.
Kaiho is a natural healer with a genuine heart and intentions. He is graceful, selfless, gentle, and present to each emotion that arises throughout the massage. He has an intuitive touch and you really sense a healing taking place through pure love. If given a chance, the massage with Kaiho has the potential to go very deep and will be a true gift to you.